Good Bye Master Blaster..A true player of gentleman's game..

 I used to address him "pendulkar" in my childhood..Used the same bat named "Power"..put his and Kapli Dev's pic. on my cupboard.Pray in front of  his pic. before playing cricket in my Society. Yes folks I am Talking about non other than Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar.. He will be no more on cricket field..He called it a day..Date : 16.11.2013.....

What can I say about him , there are many many talks are going on about his career , retirement , post retirement plans.etc etc...but let me tell u the incidence of yesterday..when he was batting in his last test match against west indies.. I was at my office and checking score at regular intervals...when my colleague told me that hey you haven't check the score,,Sachin is out (74 Runs) !!!! Our Heart stops for a moment..Yes he was back in the dressing room...Sad na!!!!  I clapped for him when he plays his magical storks..or bowel 6 different balls in one over..Feel sad when he return to dressing room with out troubling the scorer...threw some slang words to the umpire also if he gave him a wrong decision... but what makes him such special that his arch rivals were also praised his career ?I saw his batting videos...keeping cool like Ice. I know..I am a sentimental fool in the case of cricket...cried for 2 days when India Lost the match in 1996 world cup...feel sad when we lost in 2003 world cup..eyes were wet again in  2011..but this time it was for a happy moment. MSD lift the world cup...got the No. 1 ranking..fail in Aus, ; England...etc....He was a cricketer with a clean image.A true player of a gentleman's game..

Trying what's makes him so special...and ..and still he was down to earth in his final official speech..consider all his important people in the speech..(till now my eyes are wet ...not due to the over time of company but heard his speech up till now 10 times and counting...)

Remembering the sandstorm innings in sharjah..Batting with pain against Pakistan..etc ..etc..etc...

I know every Indian or a true sports person will admire him at a different time of his career...

You were my childhood hero and you will remain the same...

Good Bye Sachin...

**you can laugh if you find any funny thing in it..but I write this blog to give a guidance to my feeling towards him which was not possible for me to share with any one.

It was burning in past but not now....

ya...Heart was in fire for few months  back but not now..doing what i like the most...still some disturbance but i am sure it will not last longer now..do what u want to ..it will not make any change in me...sorry but now i want to full fill my ultimate goal...before 7 years I came to Ahmadabad with a vision and i think it's the only time to work on it...trying to shift my mind from all social work i did... no more advises...no more thoughts...no more statements...I had it all.....now will do what i want to.....

Kabhi main na chaahoon koi kushi Na main chaahon yeh zindagee

Kabhi main na chaahoon koi kushi

Na main chaahon yeh zindagee

mere dil mein teri kami

Har sanam, har pal hai koi kadam

Har dil ki chaahat magan

Daar daar ke guzre janam


Jungloon aur samandaroon mein sami

Hai raahatoon joh mile na kabhi, yeah yeah


Is haseen samay ki yeh raaht

Samhaj me aane lagi

Ban jaayegi yeh kushi

Mil jaayegi yeh kushi

kitne samay guzar gaye

bichad gaye samay

ban jaayegi yeh zameen ee ee ee ee,ee ee ee


Kabhi mein chaahon sab ke liye

Khul jaayeen dil mein chupee

chotee chotee gham ke giley, aye aye aye yeeh


Oh ! kabhi main chaahon tere liye

Main chaahon mere liye

Joh gaaon sab ke liye ee aye ee yeh aye aye


Jungloon aur samandaroon mein sami

Hai raahatoon joh mile na kabhi, yeah yeah



Is haseen samay ki yeh raaht

Samhaj me aane lagi

Ban jaayegi yeh kushi

Mil jaayegi yeh kushi


Kitne samay guzar gaye

Bichad gaye samay

Ban jaayegi yeh zameen ee ee ee ee, ee ee ee


Is zameen ki alishaan,............

Gaaon main abhi, yeah eh yeah, eh yeah eh yeah


Oh mhujko mere khuda, hamesha oh sada

Gaaon zara hi, yeah eh yeah eh, yeah eh yeah

Hoon deewana main tera, deewana tu mera

Khamooshi hai ah haa …..


Is haseen samay ki yeh raaht

Samhaj me aane lagi ah haan haan

Ban jaayegi yeh kushi

Mil jaayegi yeh kushi

Kitne samay guzar gaye

Bichad gaye samay

Dil jo bhi kahega maanenge

Dil jo bhi kahega maanenge
Duniya me hamaara dil hi to hai
Har haal me jisane saath diya
Vo ek bichaara dil hii to hai

Koi saathi na koi sahaaraa
Koi manzil na koi kinaaraa
Ruk gaye jis jagah dil ne rokaa
Chal diye jis taraf dil pukaaraa
Ham pyaar ke pyaase logon ki
Ham pyaar ke pyaase logon ki
Manzil ka ishaaraa dil hi to hai

Duniya men hamaara dil hi to hai
Dil jo bhi kahega maanenge
Duniya me hamaara dil hi to hai

Haar maani nahin zindagi se
Hans ke milate rahe har kisi se
Kyun na is dil pe qurbaan jaayen
Sah liye jis ne gham bhi khushi se
Sukh me jo na khele ham hi to hain
Sukh me jo na khele ham hi to hain
Dukh se jo na haara dil hi to hai

Duniya men hamaara dil hi to hai

Apani zindaadili ke sahaare
Hamane din zindagi ke guzaare
Varana is bemuravvat jahaan men
Aur kabze men kya hai hamaare
Har cheez hai daulat waalon ki
Har cheez hai daulat waalon ki
Mufalis ka sahaara dil hi to hai

Duniya men hamaara dil hi to hai.

Don't know why I am singing this song....

Evening morning I remember you
My heart feels very nostalgic
O darling! I swear my love for you

Separation after meeting is a custom now a days
I am helpless because of you thoughts
O darling! I swear my feelings for you

World thinks that heart is a toy
I have come to know that what it is to put be obsessed by heart
Please don’t see me as a lower
Even if I die now, then don’t forget me

I can see your face in my eyes,
But you are very far away
You are close to my heart
That’s the certainty
Oh darling! I swear by your love for me.

Please god show me the right path........................

 
 Mujh ko bata mera dar hai kahan maula
 Jogi bana main phira rawan kinna 
 
 Rooh ko tu hawa, bus tu hi aab hai 
 Is nazar ko tou tera hi khaab hai
 Is nazar ko tou sirf tera hi khaab hai
 Mujh ko bata mera dar hai kahan maula 
 Jogi bana main phira rawan kinna 
 

 Shoor kyun kar rahi yahan har ek zaban 
 Naam tera kahan gumshada gumshada 
 Mujh ko bata mera dar hai kahan maula 
 Jogi bana main phira rawan kinna 
 Jogi bana maula, jogi bana maula
 Jogi bana maula, jogi bana maula
 Jogi bana main phirda rawan kinna 
 Mujh ko bata mera dar hai kahan maula 
 Jogi bana main phirda rawan kinna 

Please god show me the right path........................

Want to enjoy my life now....

well I am 26. Since last one week having a best time for  rest , I had ever after starting my professional life.
Don't want any foolish things to do, don"t want to listen too much crap now...Just want to live my life at my own way.Resolutions were made and will follow them from 1st of the May.Want to live my bachelorhood fully now.As I have no any extra responsibility and I am free from rest which I had in past.Just want to enjoy the sunshine and the moon light.One of my friend told me on my birthday that if u want to hit the bull's eye than stretch the arrow quite hard to backwards. Well I hope to hit the target now...

What is going on in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got dam it........I never imagine my self in such a mess..Seriously I am done with it...I have no idea what to do and what not..I am standing on a cross road of my life at this stage.Need someone to listen me need someone to hold my hand , with whom I can share my feelings and thoughts. Abroad or India...Should skip my current job... hmm mm searching of a life partner.....bap re....too many things I am thinking in 1 Sec. don't know what to do and when ???? Should I act aggressive to handle all this stuff or just sit idle and wait for a suitable time....Really don't know god..................    

Freedom

what is freedom ? According to me full authority to do what you want to do..but some times in life this freedom can throw you in the deepest pit in the world.To get freedom i sacrifice many relations.Don't know what is going on in my life ? If this is freedom than screw it.....Today the world around me is like jail and my life and responsibility are my handcuffs.Want to run away from this hell now but where should i go? On the next corner of this world contains the same environment.Countless emotion and pain full memories this is the interest which i get from my freedom.i know I am talking in a manner were all my statements are not in a proper manner but i am just writing it to throw my anger.i Want to live life on my own condition but what conditions should i made??
Big Question is this.....    

Sleeping works for me always...

When my mind and heart don't want to listen my voice.
I just switch off the lights and say good night
Whatever the time is , afternoon , evening or early night.
It cuts all the good , bad or ugly incidence from my mind and hart,
for only few hours I can be with the life which I want.

Good bye princess....

Wishing a safe journey of life to the girl who is close to my heart and mind.From her I learn many many things in life. I respect her a lot as a person.Many set backs in life she is still d same girl..

Just and just want to see her in safe hands in future.