What is going on in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got dam it........I never imagine my self in such a mess..Seriously I am done with it...I have no idea what to do and what not..I am standing on a cross road of my life at this stage.Need someone to listen me need someone to hold my hand , with whom I can share my feelings and thoughts. Abroad or India...Should skip my current job... hmm mm searching of a life partner.....bap re....too many things I am thinking in 1 Sec. don't know what to do and when ???? Should I act aggressive to handle all this stuff or just sit idle and wait for a suitable time....Really don't know god..................    

Freedom

what is freedom ? According to me full authority to do what you want to do..but some times in life this freedom can throw you in the deepest pit in the world.To get freedom i sacrifice many relations.Don't know what is going on in my life ? If this is freedom than screw it.....Today the world around me is like jail and my life and responsibility are my handcuffs.Want to run away from this hell now but where should i go? On the next corner of this world contains the same environment.Countless emotion and pain full memories this is the interest which i get from my freedom.i know I am talking in a manner were all my statements are not in a proper manner but i am just writing it to throw my anger.i Want to live life on my own condition but what conditions should i made??
Big Question is this.....    

Sleeping works for me always...

When my mind and heart don't want to listen my voice.
I just switch off the lights and say good night
Whatever the time is , afternoon , evening or early night.
It cuts all the good , bad or ugly incidence from my mind and hart,
for only few hours I can be with the life which I want.

Good bye princess....

Wishing a safe journey of life to the girl who is close to my heart and mind.From her I learn many many things in life. I respect her a lot as a person.Many set backs in life she is still d same girl..

Just and just want to see her in safe hands in future.

Tanhai hume jine nahi de ti or zimmedari hume marne nahi de ti

The Average Person.

In todays world every person wants to be a perfect one. But in this " Rat Race" or just being a stupid "Got" just ask your self once that did i am doing the right thing ???
should i do this thing???
but for such questions we don't pay attention and honesty we don't spare time. If we spare that some one else grab your peace of so called "cheez"  ....
why i say the word "cheez" because the winner of the " Rat Race" runs fast but at the end the prize is fix and so as the quantity.  so , learn from your heart and use it from your mind. learn from every one and do your best but you should not sit ideal from just what you get. Don't be so specific in one single field. Rise your standards not for some one but for your self. May be i am not perfect in my work but i know the whole working system of the company so in future it will  definitely help me to grab a big opportunity. 

Last Day In College.

Today was my last day in college. Practically now the the burden of books , sub missions , viva is over but when i left my class mates i don't know why my heart feels sad and lonely. Right now  i am just thinking of each and every moment which i spend with my friends. I agreed that i made some friends in my final year or at my final semester but the bond between heart in strong.My college teach me many many things in life.The ride was just like a pure masala   Bollywood Movie.